ABOUT ME
HELLO!
My name is Gamze. I was born in Istanbul, but now I am currently living in Eindhoven,the Netherlands.
everything starts with me asking myself “Who am I? Why did I come here?”, and continues with questions like “What’s my purpose?”
Did I find all the answers?
Partially! :)
I’m still gaining some experience with getting to know myself, understanding my role in this world, and being satisfied with my life, relationships, work, and family life. So, like everyone else, I'm a passenger. A passenger and also an explorer…
I’m on a journey to discover myself, people, nature, and life every day with the excitement and curiosity of a child. I feel like I'm shining as I explore and I intend to multiply this light by sharing it. But how do I share it? Firstly, with our most natural energy and light source – BREATH. Life begins with breath and continues as long as we breathe. Therefore, how we breathe shows us how we live. In other words, how we live shows us how we breathe. Our breath is the bridge between our mind, soul and body that connects us to this World. The deep bond we form with the breath is the bond we form with ourselves.
“If you want to know and discover yourself, you must first meet your breath that connects you to this life.”
Let me answer the questions “Who am I? What did I do? What am I doing?” from a professional point of view. To start with, my clearest dreams and goals, besides the fact that I wanted to be a doctor when I was in kindergarten ☺. At the age of 15, while studying at Saint Joseph French High School, I decided to become a Mathematics Teacher. I was going to graduate, study Mathematics at a good university, then do a master's degree in France and return to work as a French Mathematics Teacher at the school where I graduated from. I was talking with my teachers at school to plan the future with my family, friends, and professors. In short, everyone was very excited and hopeful. They believed it would be the right choice for me.
What happened next?
I took the university exam and…
I won’t talk about the education system and what I experienced in the academic field during those years but as a result, I found myself in the Computer Engineering department at Koç University. I was very good in math and computer engineering was the profession of the future. So, I was convinced that I had to study something in this field with scores this good. Besides what would I do as a teacher anyways?
At the end of the first year, I realized that if I continued to study this major, I would not be able to graduate, therefore I switched to Industrial Engineering and fortunately graduated. During university years, I did internships in various companies in different departments which were related to my major. I thought that if I tried hard, at some point I would find what I wanted and what made me happy. Meanwhile, while my search for meaning and satisfaction continued, I found myself in various personal development trainings. The year, I graduated from the university and before starting my career, I attended Tamer Dövücü's Optimum Balance Model Training. It was a training that improved my perspective on life, relationships, and myself while balancing me for that time period.
Finally, I found myself in the shiny, fun-looking whirlpool of the Advertising industry. I say whirlpool because it has a different energy that makes you complain but doesn’t let you leave. After working in this field for a while, I got married and moved to the Netherlands and finished this chapter of my life.
Is the search over? Of course not!
While I was still pursuing trainings and seminars when I came to Turkey, Kemal Ä°slamoÄŸlu's “Get to the Wheel of Your Life” training reminded me of my strengths. I guess I wasn't very disciplined at that time with putting what I learned into practice. Afterwards, I felt the anger and tension of not being able to find whatever I was looking for. My life went upside down in every sense- work, money, love, family... While I was looking for a way out, I saw NevÅŸah Institute's Miracle Course.
It was the beginning of the Covid-19 pandemic. We were at home, and I said “Yes, this is what I was looking for!” This course is where I first met my breath, then I started to realize what mind and consciousness meant. Later, I attended the Silence Revolution Meditation Training at NevÅŸah Institute. Through meditation, my life had calmed down and cleared and was almost on track. Then I met the Human Design System. I explored the origin and foundation of what makes each one of us unique throughout the 10-week Living Your Design Seminar, then got a reading of my own individual design map. Afterwards, with Dr. John Demartini's Breakthrough Experience training, I discovered the values that define us and our own worth. Thanks to the Demartini method, we had an experience of neutralizing our elders from the past and moving to a higher level of consciousness.
While all this was going on, at one point I realized I needed to share what I have learned so far. In a way, I was already doing this in my social circle by trying to support the people in my life. At this point, I decided to join the Breath and Life Coaching Training and felt that the missing piece was completed. Now, through breath, I mediate people to get to know themselves and to discover their potential as I did mine. I start each day with inspiration and motivation, thinking about what I can offer life today.
As I stated at the beginning, this is a journey. I am a passenger and I continue to explore every day. I also included Yoga and Tantra trainings and practices throughout this journey. With the Tantra Basic Module and Tantra Sexual Awareness Trainings I received from Serdar Prem, I deepened my exploration, met my body, and began to understand my femininity. Let's see what kind of discoveries and what trainings are next?
As a result, I found the satisfaction I was looking for in life. This was mine. So, what's yours? Would you like to find it and/or remember it?
If you really want this and are ready but don't know where or how to start, you can contact me ☺